~gunsblazin

i just wana say sry to some folks whose deviations i havnt read, ive been for lack of a better term "on vacation" so im hoping to start checking out yalls awesome stuff once again and posting some of my own

I'm back finally! sorry it took so long the aliens to me away to mars for extensive testing......ya laugh now, we'll see who is laughing when they show up in your corn field.

but seriously sorry I've been away for so long. i sort of lost my inspiration but hopefully once school starts Monday ill get it back. i thought about joining the witting club there but idk if it'll pan out. in other news my sis gets out on Monday as well, and she got her g.e.d. while she was gone so yay for her ^^.

i realized somin last night as i laid awake unable to sleep yet again. i am really started to let go of allot of my anger. i went over all the things my parents have done and for once i wasn't filled with rage or sorrow. yes i am proud of myself. but I've had allot of help to get to this point and i would like to thank the following people for all they've done for me: David, John, Naomi, Lenzy, and Kait than you all so much for your kindness i am forever in your debt.

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I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

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IF YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN HELP, AND THAT THINGS SHOULD CHANGE, REPOST THIS AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE

Please, repost this as many times as possible!! people need to get it though to themselves WE ARE ALL HUMAN.


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personal note: i hate those that bother gays and lesbians they don't bother anyone, i proud to say that my cousin, and many of my friends are gays, lesbians, or bisexuals.

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as many of you know, i loath my dad. but last night i decided to give up my hate and forgive him. the funny thing is, a friend of mine has been telling me to do this for a while but i never really took notice of that advice sadly i was the one being willfully dense and intellectually deficit. i didn't heed their advice, but i couldn't sleep last night and my thoughts wondered. they eventually found their way to the thoughts of the movie "saw". now if your a fan of the series you'll know that in the third, the main trap was trying to help a man learn to forgive. those of you who didn't know, congrats now you do. but ya some in staring at my ceiling replaying the movie in my head, and it wasn't till i got to the part with the body twisting thing and the dude is screaming "i forgive him stop i forgive him" that i started to thing. so in my mind i flipped to different parts of the movie and saw how obsession with revenge had ruined the mans life. so only after watching a movie was i able to realize how much damage i was doing to myself. I've learned now and i think I'm finally going to try and forgive my dad. sorry it took me so long to get to this point and sorry i needed a movie and not your help to get me here. but yay for progress.